Sean Lennon felt guilty when he surpassed the age his father John had reached when he died.
The
Beatles legend John was murdered in December 1980 outside New York's
Dakota Building, where he and Sean's mother Yoko Ono had an apartment
He died two months after he had turned 40.
Sean, who
was born on his father's 35th birthday, on October 9 1975, says he had
difficulty assessing his feelings of guilt when he approached and passed
the milestone last year.
"It was really difficult
turning 40," he tells. "I felt kind of guilty or
something. But there's also something freeing in being older than he
ever was because I feel like I'm in new territory."
The
musician feels he is not as mature as his father when he died however,
saying, "It's hard to believe actually because my idea of myself as an
adult doesn't really correspond to how I viewed him when I was a kid. He
seemed so grown-up to me, and I don't feel grown up at all."
He
thinks his dad seemed older at a younger age because people of John's
generation matured faster due to the harsher style of parenting when
they were children in the 1940s and 50s.
"Post-Second
World War, parenting and life was serious and I think people grew up
faster. There's a sort of maturity that I notice in people of his
generation that I think is lacking in my generation. I think we're
slower to grow up."
After the death of his father,
Sean found a parental figure in British rock legend David Bowie, who
died aged 69 in January this year.
"When I was
young, David seemed like such a parental figure. He would tell me to put
on my seat belt, check that I wasn't running into the street or
whatever. He was very responsible and only later did I realise he had
this persona as a wild eccentric."
Bowie fans across
the world were shocked when the news that he had died broke, as he
managed to keep his battle with cancer a secret from those outside his
inner circle.
Sean though was informed that the star
was battling serious health problems, as he explains, "I knew that he
was struggling with health issues so part of my brain had been trying to
prepare."
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